I want to run around in circles and scream my head off. I want to pound my fists on the kitchen table. I want to pull my hair out by its roots. I want to smash every plate I have in cupboard. And, I want to collapse on the floor in a heaping pile of sadness, depression and hurt.
Its not fair. Its just not fair. Life isn’t fair. No one ever said it was. But I still woke up every day looking for the sun to shine. And yesterday it did not.
Yesterday, my sister in law gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. He had a full head of dark hair. She was only 6 months along. He only lived an hour. He had a condition called Potters Syndrome. And its not fair.
Nathan Gabriel is our angel today and forever. We loved you the moment we knew about you and that will never stop.
You are always in my heart little one.
~ Aunt C.C.